I'M SORRY!!!

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I know it's been way too long since the last time I wrote - I apologize. My mother always said if you have nothing nice to say then don't say anything at all. :) It's been a rough hormone week. We'll just say that. :)

Our baby boy is doing wonderful! He is kicking so much more...more often and stronger. I'm feeling the kicks internally now, which is a bit on the weird side! I feel like I should be able to put my hand to my back and feel the kick, but it obviously does not work that way. Sleeping is getting difficult, though. It's just so hard to turn in bed! I feel like I need a post in front of me to grab onto so I can turn myself over - it can be really funny at times. The leg cramps have subsided for now, thank goodness. I still feel them coming on but I've been able to get out of bed before and stretch my leg out before the cramp starts. Heartburn, knock on wood, has disappeared for now. Yeah!! But like I said earlier, it's just been a rough week. I hear the mean words coming out of my mouth, I know they're wrong, and there is no way to stop them! I really feel out of control sometimes. I'm truly working on watching what I say and my attitude towards everything, but it can be so hard sometimes.

Here's a picture of me taken today - 25 weeks! In 11 weeks my baby will be considered full term. That's crazy to me. One of the women I know online had her baby prematurely this week at 24 weeks 1 day. She posted a picture and this little girl is so tiny, 1 lb 4 oz. Please pray for her, her name is Maria Grace. She is doing well, but of course faces many obstacles ahead.

Samson, our cat, has been extremely adorable this week. We have been finding him sleeping in the oddest places! He also is getting quite attached to Jeremy - I'm not sure if he is starting to ignore me or not (I have been told this will happen after the baby comes) but he definitely wants to be laying on Jeremy whenever he can.

Alright, that's all for now!! I promise to keep up with the posting a little better from now on!! I missed writing and I heard about it from several people, so at least I know you're still checking the website. :)

I was told there may be some problems with posting comments, so I'm looking into it and will try to fix it as soon as possible.

TTFN. :)